Sunday, March 23, 2003

hey readers,
blogs blogs blogs. i like to read others ppl blogs bc it gives me sumthing to do online. hmm i think thats teh first time i used "bc" i usually use "cus. ok. i also like to read blogs because it shows me something more about people I know. I like to read brians blog because his entries are very deep, very descriptive, and thoughtful. he writes what he feels, i like how he writes as a diary. not just events of ur life. he is a very gifted writer as well. It would be cool to see his blog published. heh itll be famous! I like to read henry's blog because lately we haven't had much time to hang out nemore. and it keeps me informed of what hap with his life. i like to read derricks blog because there is a lot of sadness goin on in his life that i never experienced much. and to the other blogs, triple a.l. jeefs, albo's, and others for keeping me entertained.

many ppl talkin bout junior prom. in my own mind, i havent been thinking of goin to jr prom mainly because i wouldn't noe who i would go with. im too shy, and insecure with myself. and these few years in highschool, i havent been taking interest in any particular girl. girls do catch my eye, but thats just outward beauty talkin. im not an outward person so i havent been meeting and socializing with girls so i dont get to know girls as friends. but lately ive felt something for someone i noe that i havent felt since middle school.(i re-read this, and it doesnt make sense. it isnt someone from my old middle school, im jusss saying the feeling is similar to another experience in middle school. get it? good) its that tingly feeling that starts in ur chest and fills ur body with warmth. and the person is always in ur mind. sometimes in ur dreams. but i dont know. im a person that would "fall in love" easily. maybe if u start talking to me as a friend, i can easily fall for u. that is if u are a girl. i dont think i am emotionally and mentally ready for a relationship, so i dont try to advance. and jr prom, i guess some would say that u should go because it doesnt have to be about relationships. but im juss unsure I could find neone, or motivate myself to go. and if u wanna know who that person is, sorry but im not sure i should tell u. i dont want nething to spread. not sure if i wanna start or end nething.

one thing u could ask me, is to see my drivers license card!. haha i got it in the mail on saturday. pretty cool eh? only 2 weeks of wait. i heard henry and derrick got theres in like 2 months. i am DMV VIP i guess. har har. and if u ask me if i could drive u, i will say NOO.

damn these free web hosting things. in the past, there were so many free hostings (good times).but now everything is gone. i rememebr there used to be like 100 mb free FTP, remote image host thingamabob, things everywhere. now its like 10 mb, with ads, rarely ftp, and u cant remote host.

i saw the acadamy awards kinda today, i think about an hours worth. a memorable moment was when adrien brody accepted his award. he smooched halle berry. smothered her with polish love. haha. and he gave a good and huge speech. haha he interrupted the music ppl when they started playing to boot him off. wut a character he is. and he got a standing ovation. (good times).

this weekend, i went with the orchestra to the mormon temple to perform with 4 other schools. it was a pretty good experience. i think randall got a senior girl's number heh. goojob. met an interesting person at piedmont. aha he made fun of the choir and started doing an african dance. his school is mostly white, and it seems like he is just like the friends that i noe. i hope ms. winters wont be layed off next year. cus then i would lose orchestra! and lose AP music! o no. that would be pretty sucks.
holy smokes, waht a long post. i think thats how my blog would be like. long breaks and long posts. i juss need something significant to talk about. i odnt wanna talk about wut happened to me that day. it gets monotonous. i dont care if u read this or not. unless if u do read it, i would care. yes. so that measn that i dont care if u dont read it. but then u wouldnt noe if u dont read it. so now i am confused. nehting else to say? yes. pang is a sux class. i dont think she should teach chinese. but hey, wut can u do.
oh yea i like to listen to oldies music, and sing to it. if u spy on my and see me doing it, i would be RUINEd. haha i could have RUINED u andy, but too bad i deleted the files.

i am grateful for my parents, friends, and family. good bye.
i will write another epic entry another time.
now i will do my math homework.

Monday, March 17, 2003

You are 30% geek
You are a geek liaison, which means you go both ways. You can hang out with normal people or you can hang out with geeks which means you often have geeks as friends and/or have a job where you have to mediate between geeks and normal people. This is an important role and one of which you should be proud. In fact, you can make a good deal of money as a translator.

Normal: Tell our geek we need him to work this weekend.

OMG i AM a geek liaison. this test is rite on the dot
You [to Geek]: We need more than that, Scotty. You'll have to stay until you can squeeze more outta them engines!

Geek [to You]: I'm givin' her all she's got, Captain, but we need more dilithium crystals!

You [to Normal]: He wants to know if he gets overtime.

Take the Polygeek Quiz at

Sunday, March 16, 2003

welp just got off the fone wit my good ole cousin dillon. yep, one of the rugged ones from my quiz. man im lucky to have a great cousin like him. we were talking about basically everything, and had lots of laffs. best 2 hours ive spent in a while. our conversation ranged from the good ole days when we were kids, middle school, highschool, relationships, friends, drugs, war, economy, jobs, fight club, etc. its great how we can still talk like that when he lives so far away, and we see each other maybe twice a year. hah, quite a character he is, one of my favorite people. I think he could be the only person that i could talk to about anything. cheers! time to watch old jet li movies with family. my dad is laffing with his hyena laff. so it must be good :)

Saturday, March 15, 2003

I just noticed, its been over a month since i stopped blogging rite. so i read my february post, and it sez that i was sneezing cus o allergies. NOW i am STILL sneezing. its crazy. on thurs night, my nose was running like crazy, it was dripping like a ....... leaky faucet? yea. and then i get another sneezing frenzy, it was like 10 sneezes in a row. and a hint of blood was in my snot, but of course u dont wanna noe that. but TOO Bad im telling it neways. and then friday to today, my right eye tears for no reason. im not sad or nething. it juss comes out. a long river tear that goes down to my chin. its crazy. damn something is wrong with my nasals. hot diggity. seeya, imma gonna play some mario kart on my bros GB advance.

Thursday, March 13, 2003

aye wussup, its been a while. prolly wont read this until few days after today cus u prolly stopped checking my blog. welp my days as a junior arent overly strenuous, but it is still time consuming and challenging. I feel like im starting to accomplish things; not lazying off and being slack. I feel like i dont have enough time to spend with friends ( they dont either) so its been a while since ive seen the familiar faces. I remember back in the good childish days we would hangout nearly every week. now we cant get nething together cus the majority of us at one time or another have something they gotta do. If im free that day, most of my friends got sumthign to do. If someone ask me to do sumthin wit them, i got sumthin to do. but its all good i see that life changes from time to time. just gotta live with it. well lets see wut has happened while i was gone. think think think. im not good at remembering events. um... well i remember one thing, when i got my license at the DC dmv. it was cool. i was hella nervous about it and wen i passed i was celebrating like a fool. it felt good. oo i got my first A in a math test in a LOOONg time. i think its been a year since i got an A in a math test. I hope i can get more heh. ooh and i super Aced my physics test. only one problem wrong. hehe. got an A in engrish.(very rare for me, but prolly cus i have Kelly) B+ for us history (again) and chinese, im dreading every single day of that class.
damn i see society getting worse and worse. we got war coming up with a warcrazed leader. the economy is getting bad, the gov is cutting the budget for schools! damnit. itll suck if they cut all the art classes. like orchestra. i like orchestra, its one of the funner classes of my day. and playing the violin has been part of a big majority of my life. at least i finished all the requirements, what classes will the incoming students take? do they not take art at all? bahhh and they are TRIPLING the cost for vehicle registration. thats gonna stifle my parent's hope of getting a new minivan. we were researching a lot because our crap 2/3/4(or more)-hand cars require a lot of costly repairs. our eyes were set on the new toyota sienna 2004, its pretty cool, and looks a lot better than previous models. but the vehicle registration for a vehicle is pretty much, and if they triple it, along with rising insurance rates, rising gas prices. a new car may be out of reach.
I noe i dont talk about my troubles much, i am not ready to tell anyone because mostly i dont have any problems at home, just social problems. but im sick of being depressed (from freshmen and sophomore years) so i just try to keep a calm or positive mood. It seems to be helping too. whenever i have a bad day, i may feel a bit depressed again but i still try to be happy for all the things that i do have. while reading and listening to my friends, I have realized how much they go through. It is a very different side to what I am used to percieving them as. All these pressures (family, social, personal) that they are going through have taken a big toll on them. I can see notable changes to the attitudes/moods they have at school. they seem tired, and have a tint of sadness to their appearance. they have been suffering through a lot of things and they deserve better. i would really like to do something to help cus friends help each other through times of conflict. but i feel like i havent done much because i dont really know how to console or help their problems. i just hope that they will never give up.
it is pretty late. and i still have hw to do, which i will do at school later in the day.. this is reason why i have to give up games. i have a lot ahead of me. this is the 2nd semester of junior year. i am nearing the peak of high school education and i have to put out my best. SAT I and II i really need to study. i have never taken them and i want to get a decent score. hmm nothing much else to say. so... ok! good bye.... wait i have a lil bit more

most the pictures are gone cus my webspace thing(netfirms) doesnt allow remote hosting nemore but i did find a new one ( so i can share interesting pics. in the meantime i have stuff in my yahoo! briefcase posted from digital camera adventures at school. link is usually in my AIM info.
o and i probably wont post daily, unless something cool or important happens. peace